Ever since that huge argument I had with a close friend, it changes the perception on everything I see and understand.
I must admit her actions are way more immature than me. But whatever it is I’m done with all this and I shall just remain silence. The only thing I want is to put a stop to all this.
I always hated arguments & violence, cos I grew up seeing my own father portraying all this towards my mother and myself… It is in the past, but no doubt it stills haunt me…
Ya Allah… Please grant me strength and Sabar to go through all this, only in you do I seek solace and peace.
What Kak Hana said is true. Sometimes there’s no definite answers to all the questions I asked. But always put my trust in Allah swt. And always always always, remember Allah swt when in times of happiness, sadness and difficulties. She told me true love doesn’t exist, cos the only true love we should have and built upon is between you & Allah swt.
That is true love. Subhan’Allah😍
patutlah aku rasa lemah, aku terlupa tentang itu..
Lost A Friend
One misunderstanding that leads to another heated argument.
And a friendship is lost.
No point for me to pen all the details here. What I believe is semue yg terjadi ade hikmahnya…
And I thought to myself, maybe Allah really misses me crying after I solat. Maybe Allah misses me asking for him to grant me strength and patience.
But one thing for sure, I’m glad I turned to Allah first.
3 Months Hiatus
Been quite some time since I pen my thoughts here. My 3rd month of Clinical Instructor course is coming to an end.
Alhamdullilah, just today I passed my second assessment & got myself a pretty good feedback. Hanya Allah sahaja tahu how nerve recking it was!
Going through this course wasn’t easy for me, although many have been passing casual remarks saying it seems “easy”. To each his own I guess. But anyway like what my Big Aunt said, go for whatever courses you can, make yourself marketable & be a all rounder nurse.
Insyaallah likelihood I’m taking my degree next year. Just couldn’t make up my mind to go for Curtin or Edinburg… And of cos, thinking if I should apply for courage fund or scholarship.
Anywayssssss looking forward for my 2weeks annual leave. (^.^) Planning to head to Hong Kong & some parts of Malaysia.
And Alhamdullilah I’m learning to let go of my past, my history… Cos some part of it has been holding me back…
Insyaallah, here’s to a new beginning.